i passed i passed i passed~~~ =D

time to vroooom vroooom ard sg~

as much as i try to hide it, somehow i still feel it in my heart. that ache, that emptiness

i'm pissed off. cos almost nothing has been going right today. it started with me forgetting to bring my fucking hp out to sch. den.... things started going downhill..



1) i only realised i forgot my phone while i was walking halfway to take the bus. but i decided, hey since my bro is coming back home in the afternoon, he can like help me to bring to sch or sth. but still, i was almost late for sch. *gloom 1*



2) after spa tutorial, the news was spread that for LnR case study, we're supposed to submit individual report less than one day BEFORE submission. and all along, we thought it was a group report. *gloom 2*

3) i waited at the library for 2 hrs for my bro to pass me my phone. when it's close to 4pm, i had to borrow someone else's phone to call him. only to hear, "oh sorry sorry. i forgot." i hung up on him. *pissed 1*

4) i was supposed to meet bc today at 7 plus to go cut hair. as i didnt have my phone with me, i had to rush home to get it. so after driving ended at 6.05, i rushed back. on bus 8, i missed my stop so i ended up alighting at the library. *gloom 3*

5) i ran home. and when i reached home and got to my phone, i had 4 unread msges and 8 missed calls from bc. called him back, only to hear, "eh i need to do project. another day i pei u go cut can?" *pissed 2*

all these accumulate together to make me super pissed off. mainly at myself. cos if i didnt forget my phone, i would be pissed off at my bro. and if i had my phone with me, i would have known sooner that bc cant make it today and sooooo i wun have to rush. so overall, it's my fault la..

fuck u la qiu rui

more updates on the zoo incident~

http://news.sg.msn.com/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1784471





after one night, i still think it's not right

goodbye~

ahhhhh~ i've overspent!!!!!!!!! crap! spa + pedicure = BROKE *the horror*

ytd bought a new lappy~~~ thks to dad! =D now no need worry dat my compaq will crash le! muahahahahahahahahahhahaha

sth made me kinda mad today. got home, turned on the tv and guess wat? on the news, there's this report abt a malaysian guy committing suicide by "jumping" into the jaws of the white tigers at the Singapore Zoo. go read up on this news article:
http://news.sg.msn.com/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1783599

ppl often find creative ways to die. eg, jumping in the path of a mrt train. but this tops it up. being bitten to death by tigers? like applause to his creativity! *sarcasm alert* watever reasons he have to end his life, i sympathise with him. but. why do this? like he has some secret fantasy of being eaten to death. that's sick. seriously..

1st of all, i do NOT encourage ppl to kill themselves but even if you really DO decide to do that, dun do it in front of so many ppl. like.. the zoo has alot of kids. is your problem so huge dat not only you had to end your life, you oso wan kids to go through that nightmare?

i dunno la. it's juz dat i really like the zoo and i really cant believe ppl would actually do this. it's inconsiderate and cowardly. urgh i'm soooooo angry! who knows next time, which idiot will decide to jump into the lions' den. oooooo the horror!

came a 2nd Creme Brulee!!!!!! and this time,

LOTS of photos to upload but i'm too lazy~~ HAHA

am currently addicted to FB. Are You Interested application. hoping to find my special friend. LOL

in 2 wks time, gonna take my test~ VROOOOOM!!

死性不改 Boy’Z/Twins

Twins:再见了我的宠爱
谁愿接受这种意外
你赞我天生可爱
不愿看着我离开

同伴也 话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿 情敌在伤我

人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆我亦捱得过
来煽风 来点火
就击倒我么

谁 恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱
我没法活得来
情人的存在是我从来 都志在
能在我拱手让爱

Boy'z：我怕可一不可再
难道你被爱都有害
我确信 天真不会错
威力会移山填海

同伴也 话我傻
喜欢受挫
宁愿 情敌在伤我

人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我
凡事也治倒我
几多黑心的教唆我亦捱得过
来煽风 来点火
就击倒我么

谁 恋爱就多障碍
死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱我没法活得来
情人的存在是我从来 都志在
能在我拱手让爱

i was thinking to myself jus now. why do i care so much dat i'm growing fat? it's not as if i wanna impress someone or sth. den dis little devil popped up in my mind and said:

imagine yourself WADDLING around. den you lose your balance and you ROLLED down the stairs like a BALL!

after that really disturbing thot, i'm gonna slim down no matter wat. GYM! BADMINTON! DIET!