finally blogging again~ hahahahahaha but most prob will "disappear" again until i feel like blogging ba. been really lazy to blog sia~~ anyway~!!!

TODAY
went to the science centre today with ben, van, richelle and hy!!!! =D new frens~~!! was super fun luh.. we were like kids inside the science centre. everything oso touch and play. LOL lunch at mac was cool~~ like seriously. esp the conversation... HAHAHAHAHA talks from nuts and sticks to cooked beef. =p though i noe ben really didnt want us to talk abt it... HAHAHAHAHAHA ah well~ it's always nice to have a little education aye~ =3

after science centre, we went to sing!!! =D i'm not going into too much details cos i'm feeling lazy again.. =x so i'll juz let pics do the "talking".

ps. richelle has a nice voice~ i like!! =D

me and ben~

how long has it been since i've pointed middle finger sia~ last time i so boy boy de lo... now lehx... become girl liao.. HAHAHAHAHA sometimes miss being a tomboy~ =p

richelle and me~!!! a little candid

and a decent pic of us~ oh yea, richelle's hair smells nice~ =3

ok... this is like super candid.. hy and ben laughed very loud when they saw my face.. LOL

nah. a decent one. i've been wanting to compare see whether my eyes or hy's eyes bigger.. i think now i noe le. T.T

me and my lao gong~~~ LOL


FRIDAY
check out my newest toy~!!!

see all the clothes and cotton inside? guess wat~

i'm making my own bears~!!!!!!!! i have to like.... draw the lines, cut the cloth, sew and stuff cotton. need to make the bears and their clothes~~! i've juz started only. will post more pics on my progress when i start sewing. =3


TUESDAY
i finally finally finally *and officially* GRADUATED~~~!!!!!!!!! =D

with moi mummy and papa~ =3 i'm a proud 'little' girl. =D

you'll nv believe where i went and wat i did. i guess now, i'm really going to give myself a fresh start

was talking to huahua dat day abt how i wanna go overseas... and she said i very rich. =.= is not i rich.. is more of like, i no chance spend money nia. if 5 days out of one wk u stuck at my dad's workplace, tell me how to spend la. if anyone manage to spend much, i call u god. LOL

went to Manpuku friday nite with my family and van and ben. ate GOOD sashimi. damn GOOD. and lots of other food. but the sashimi is damn GOOD. bought both my dad and bro an early bday presents. *super early cos their bday is in July. HAH*

now i forgot wat i wan to type liao... cham...... nvm. later then update.

whee.. i very long nv update le hor~ but den again.. nobody reads my blog de ma.... LOL anyway a quick update ba.. since i nth to do.. hais




been addicted to RESTAURANT CITY lately~!!! i actually created a 2nd acc juz so i could get more ingredients! goes to show how crazy i am... tsk tsk




i've been listening to 妥协 on repeat these few days.. basically cos it describes how i've been feeling for the past 1 month or so.. n yes, i'm single again *rolls eyes* but i'm not proud nor happy abt it.. in fact, i feel empty and sad. ben's rite.. i'm not totally ok. i jus pretend to be. but sometimes, i wish i didnt feel so much.. mayb i wouldnt feel like crying now.. gahhh!!!

i guess i've been feeling moody.. talks with sl reminded me of some unhappy stuff which i tried to forget. actually, i nearly cried when talking to him abt those stuff.. lucky i didnt and he oso dunno dat actually i'm quite affected by it... but i still feel like crying.. fuck.....

ya la. now at nite.. i feeling sad le la. and to think 5 mins ago, i was happily tagging hy, richelle and ben. so stupid of me luh.. i think i'm going crazy le.. i'm having mood swings liao la. SIAN i really shouldnt have too much free time on my hands man... seriously. I WANNA GO SING

currently, i'm watching an anime on gays and gay love~ SUPER GAY AND FUNNY. LOL dere's all those kissing, hugging and sex. but but but the best parts are the conversations. HAHA he's a terrorist. *burst out in shrieks of laughter* if you're interested in the anime, go search JUNJOU ROMANTICA. *ps. i wan suzuki san or sth as big and cuddly like suzuki san~*

*pss. i decided that my ideal bf should be an author with a personality like Usami Akihito except for the part where he's gay*

*psss. i need to cry cos it hurts inside...*

到头来还是无解。 历史不断重演，我真的真的累了。。 对不起不能陪你走到最后。。。

妥协 - 蔡依林

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变
只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间
都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天

this song came just at the right moment..