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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

TO ALL LADIES

PLEASE DO VISIT Darkwings Closet TO SUPPORT MY HUBBY!!! XD SPREAD THE WORD THANK YOU VERY MUCH!♥♥♥♥♥♥


Thursday, December 24, 2009

today's been a really busy day for me and van! met up at like 9 30am in the morning for breakfast then grocery shopped for our food for tonight's steamboat.. LOL me and van suck at grocery shopping. we practically dont know ANYTHING. =x we mixed up the vegtables ie. cant tell the difference between bak choy and cabbage. =.= HAHA then we would find the stuff we want and other people had to tell us where to go. really feel like mountain turtles. the only things that we can find without ANY help are drinks. LOL

started preparing the soup base once we got home. according to my dad, i'm supposed to boil HALF a pot of water. but me and van were so happy with pouring water into the huge pot, we filled it up to around 3/4. HAH and yes, my dad came home to "inspect" and "scolded" me... =p

oh yeah.. and did i mention about the fact that we bought the wrong meat for steamboat?? HAHAHAHA my dad had to drive me out to buy meat... =x but now everything's mostly done and i'm just waiting for my "guests" to come over~ XD feeling so proud of me and van to pull this steamboat gathering off!!!! mehhh~ maybe we'll do it again and confirm will be better next time. XD

now i'm off to fetch my 1st guest to my house~~~~ CIAO~
Wednesday, December 23, 2009

i was asking myself.. should i blog?? then now i'm here. talking rubbish again.. HAHAHA

got tipsy last night from drinking beer at Timbre with Rene~ XD i super love the feeling of being drunk. woo hooo! ever since ZoukOut, i have been drinking and clubbing more often.. =x ok maybe it's just that people are starting to ask me out recently. HAHAHA 2 months ago, who would bother to call me go drinking or clubbing????

anyway, from my FB status, it seems that i LOVE drinking and clubbing ALOT. cause most of the updates are about me being at somewhere else clubbing or drinking etc etc. well, let's face it.. i dont believe anyone who've seen my FB status wouldnt think that i'm that kind of girl who drinks too much and parties too hard. and seriously, do i care? i really dont know. i mean as long as my own group of friends are ok with who i am, i dont really have much reason to care do i?

but as mr. ong said, maybe others will see me more clearly for who i am if i club less, drink less and smoke less.. i might just do that but will it really help? after all, i'm not a really sociable person anymore. hahaha had my fill of hurts and betrayal. oh well...

so what is the purpose of this blog post? i really have no idea.. LOL! so let's talk about something happier~

in a couple of hours later, KTV SESSION WITH BEN AND VAN =D then it's meet-up with Ee Hua, Huiling and Manu tonight for gift exchange!! hopefully Rene would join us?? =) STEAMBOAT tomorrow night!!!! yea-ness. =D and Fatal Frame!!!!!!! wootx!!!!! After that is CHRISTMAS!!!! finally will get to meet up with cousins yeah! Saturday would most probably be working.. then at night it's PHUTURE for Laura's birthday celebration~ Sunday is Japanese lesson and nothing! LOL next week is the start of my busy week again with school assignments to complete. but all in all, HOLIDAY'S GREAT!!!!! XD
Friday, December 18, 2009

i'm broke already!! D= been spending a lot and have not saved any money. my money has been spent on stuff like books, clothes, shoes and CLUBBING. shit man..

been partying really hard this month. there's ZoukOut on 12 December.. it was totally great. met people like Rene, Vincent, Saw, etc etc. hahahaha and last night, i went to Butter Factory for a school party. spent loads of money on drinks. so now, i'm officially broke!!!!

a little update on my life.. school's been okay recently. not so busy. i dont want to blog about my ecotourism essay cause it brings back "painful" memories.. T.T passed my club and gaming test. XD *thank god for multiple choice questions!!* not sure about my services marketing test though.. =x oh and not to mention tourist behaviour test.. i think i'm going to either just pass or fail.. =x and after the test, i couldnt move my hand cause i'm too tired from writing TOO MANY WORDS.

on love, nothing really outstanding here. lol remain single suan le~

well... guess there's nothing else i want to update about.. ciao~~
Wednesday, December 09, 2009

i've got to study.. but... i'm procrastinating again.. hahaha you know what's the problem with being 20? there's no problem at all~~~~ ahahahahah so now my life is kind of boring...

today, i talked to my eye candy.. XD made me so happy. cause..... HE'S REMEMBERS ME!!!!! woo hoo~~~~ =p a lot of my friends keep saying that the reason why i go to school is to see cute guys.. and let me tell it straight now.. IT'S TRUE!!!!! =p cute guys are the core reason why i'm going to school. hahahah ahh i love JCU. LOL

test tomorrow afternoon.. gotta study for it otherwise i sure as hell wouldnt pass.. then i have to work on my essay which is due next monday. so i cant go for tutoring.. i can see my money flying out the window again. plus, ZOUKOUT this saturday!!!! woo hoooo~~~ which takes away 1 day from my "work on essay" days. =x

am looking forward to next week cause it means lovely lovely rest time. =D oh yeah.. not to mention 17 December!!!! ~~~BUTTER FACTORY~~~ JCU rawks the house down man!!!!! PARTY PARTY!!!! woo hoooooo XD yes, i'm high. =p well. i'm off to shower and then start studying. hopefully will update soon... =3








i will walk out from the past. i promise i wont be put down anymore. i will treat myself better. one day, i hold my head up high and say i'm not missing you.
Sunday, December 06, 2009

this is what i want to say to you.. after all these years....

You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

i sincerely, strongly and utterly believe that my "relative" is coming soon. this is because i've been feeling emotionally unstable these days. plus, i'm starting to yearn for unhealthy activities such as binge drinking and chain smoking.. i really should stop abusing myself but somehow, i want to hurt myself. weird? yes, i'm feeling super emo now..

in case you're reading, it's not you but you can ask me about it. i need someone to talk to but i dont know who i can turn to. cause everyone thought i've moved on. no one knows how vulnerable i am during this holiday season.. every year... for the past 3 years.. i felt it..... a very familiar, sharp pain in my heart.. would the wound ever heal enough for me to accept someone else? i dont know..

everyone (which amounts to no one.. =.=) reading this is going to think, oh no.... qr's in that mood again.. yes i am.. sue me.. sigh.. i want to be cheerful again.. but..... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh




fine.. i'm not ready to be in a relationship.. especially now.. i think my heart's kind of dead when it comes to love... i'm really scared of stepping into another relationship. i need to feel my heart beating again before committing.. i want to feel the burning in my cheeks, the tongue-tightening feeling, the butterflies in my stomach.... mostly, i want my heart beat faster... i wonder which guy will make it happen??



我依然还有心痛的感觉.. ごめなさい
Wednesday, December 02, 2009

recently i'm walking cherry blossom. LOL *direct translation from mandarin =p*

i have a test tomorrow morning but right now, i'm not studying AT ALL. cause i'm feeling so discouraged and tired. sometimes i feel like a hypocrite. i always tell my students to work hard, study and jia you. but when it comes to myself, i simply give up. not such a good example to them. sigh..

i guess i'm feeling kind of emo now. hahaha oh well.. i gotta buck up and at least finish up my notes.. even if i cant get a good grade, i must still at least scrape a pass. =3

my blog posts are getting shorter cause i always forget what i want to blog about.. =x forgetful me~

guess i'm off to study?? sobs


*EDIT*

what the hell .. i just realised something... cherry blossom is ying hua.. not tao hua... URGH IDIOT!!!!!