sometimes, i dun get why i bother so much. so damn tired.. with all the projects and stuff.. and i still have the energy to see whether my frens are doing ok anot. i mus be crazy. but den again, juz cos i dun talk to some frens anymore, doesnt mean i wun care ba. as long as they're happy with their lives, i feel happy for them. frens can dun meet, dun talk. they juz exist in your life. i'm so dumb lo..





ppl tell me to give up. even cousins tell me it's not worth it. but... it's juz dat.. i tried letting go. i really did try. but my heart juz wun listen. and i thot to myself.. if i can wait one yr, why not wait for another. i'm not in a hurry or anything. i've got all the time in the world. even if it meant being alone, i oso dun mind ba. life's not always abt being with someone u love. we might not be tgt now, but that doesnt mean i should wallow in self-pity and not do wat i'm supposed to do. might as well get on with my life. i believe wat's mine will eventually be mine. i've had enough of begging for a little care. give me wat i deserve. and i will definitely make it worth your while..