whee.. i very long nv update le hor~ but den again.. nobody reads my blog de ma.... LOL anyway a quick update ba.. since i nth to do.. hais




been addicted to RESTAURANT CITY lately~!!! i actually created a 2nd acc juz so i could get more ingredients! goes to show how crazy i am... tsk tsk




i've been listening to 妥协 on repeat these few days.. basically cos it describes how i've been feeling for the past 1 month or so.. n yes, i'm single again *rolls eyes* but i'm not proud nor happy abt it.. in fact, i feel empty and sad. ben's rite.. i'm not totally ok. i jus pretend to be. but sometimes, i wish i didnt feel so much.. mayb i wouldnt feel like crying now.. gahhh!!!

i guess i've been feeling moody.. talks with sl reminded me of some unhappy stuff which i tried to forget. actually, i nearly cried when talking to him abt those stuff.. lucky i didnt and he oso dunno dat actually i'm quite affected by it... but i still feel like crying.. fuck.....

ya la. now at nite.. i feeling sad le la. and to think 5 mins ago, i was happily tagging hy, richelle and ben. so stupid of me luh.. i think i'm going crazy le.. i'm having mood swings liao la. SIAN i really shouldnt have too much free time on my hands man... seriously. I WANNA GO SING

currently, i'm watching an anime on gays and gay love~ SUPER GAY AND FUNNY. LOL dere's all those kissing, hugging and sex. but but but the best parts are the conversations. HAHA he's a terrorist. *burst out in shrieks of laughter* if you're interested in the anime, go search JUNJOU ROMANTICA. *ps. i wan suzuki san or sth as big and cuddly like suzuki san~*

*pss. i decided that my ideal bf should be an author with a personality like Usami Akihito except for the part where he's gay*

*psss. i need to cry cos it hurts inside...*

到头来还是无解。 历史不断重演，我真的真的累了。。 对不起不能陪你走到最后。。。